“Every time I’m interviewed, I’m asked if there’s something you could take back from all of the seasons, it’s that moment,” Evelyn Lozada tearfully told host John Salley at the Basketball Wives reunion. “That moment” would be the wine-bottle throwing incident directed at Kenya Bell. Evelyn explains in the clip above, which is an early sneak from the reunion special airing on June 4, that she’s not proud of that moment. “Not too long ago,” she says, “I was driving with my step-daughters in the car, and they watched that scene and they think it’s funny. But it’s not funny, and I need to be a better example.” The reunion will air in two parts, on Monday June 4 and June 11 at 8 p.m. ET/PT.